My BEAUTY & A BEAT

I HATE IT FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

Dearie PAIN,

     What did adek do now ? Everything went well earlier a week ago , but now ? why i got this life now ? If i meant not to be happy , just kill me oreadi , YA ALLAH i miss them so much , but why today ? Im not tough enough to face this *cry* , every night when i suppose to sleep i cant dear GOD , i need them so much , its use to be at night before im sleep they tuck me in , but now ? shud be adek this adek that , but now ? im like a deep shit that never existed ! i want them to be happy not like this *cry* used to sit in one car but now ? i want them back , yes i admit my fault , i admit for meeting them both , yes im suckup now but please i got a reason why they both be together , i dun nid my happiness dear god , i nid them to do a happy ending that can i see , i dun ask for anything , just this . please dearie god , im begging to you *cry* i need them both back in my life , yes ! if them suffered bcos of me , im sorry ! yes they have a life , im sorry too , but please :') i want my life back ! i dun want now , i know im just a kid that cant understand many things , yes i know but please dearie Allah SWT , i nid it so much :'(

    Kaka-2 adek mnta maaf , yes adek sorry for bother into your life , adek tknk jd nakal , adek tknk jd jahat , adek nk korg balik , adek tknk keadaan turn this way , adek merayu kaka *melutut* , you guys dh bnyk happy kan adek , adek merayu kaka :'( i dun like bcos of me you pretend to be together , adek tk mntak bnyk kaka , i know my permintaan berat but please reconsider it :'( kaka im begging :')