Sadness has come :') Missing is heart broken :')

Dear Heart,

Heee :') being tough isnt easy sebenarnya :') yet pretend to be tough , oso not the same , kay apa yg saya merepek ? ahahaha act ... erm erm .. i miss my kakasyg , just she not the same as few weeks ago , hmphh dunno why , but she seem mcm ade masalah , i know she had a prob , me wanna help her solve everything so that i can see her treat me & make me smile again :') Yes i miss her , miss how she are wif me :') I still remember when i sick , she call me & mad at me :3 force me to go to hospital :') Hee , i admit miss her much :D yes im not that important i know , just nie lah care sgt~ adoii :'D Kaka , hoping one day you can come again & never turn out like this :'D me ingt lagi that first month not mood to eat n blablabla bcos wanna ask her to be mine petsister :') ahahah i remembered every sweet moment wif her :D yet im the happiest kid , but now ? Heee :') patience is the best i can do :'D cont nnt , ahahah almost teared up , yet dh memang tear out pun lama dah , i miss you mokk :')

ps : i dun wanna be ur mangkok , i wanna be adeksyg yg dlu , just you & me :')